dear diary,
Thursday, March 31
A friend e-mailed me these pictures, it's regarding optical illusions... I just wanna share it... Actually I'd already chosen a few of them that really amazed me...
Here...
Are you looking from above or from below?
It says: count the black dots! *if you can*
Try to read it first, looking at the word then see how long did you read it? Then try to look at it and say the colour. It took much longer, right?
Now, can you see the baby???
2:09 AM
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Tuesday, March 29
Have you undergone the feeling of being too much asphyxiated????
....Well, that's my mood right now! How will you get that feeling???
Add this:
depression + stress + disappointment + dissatisfaction + gloomy + frustration = ASPHYXIATED
What suffocates me.....are those.....ah never mind!!!
Truly hate the feeling being turned down, wanted to be place in somewhere you're not fit in, then still they gave you the anticipation that someday you will be given chances.....
....But then, instances are unkind to give you fortune.
Is it really not meant for me??
Is the right time not coming in yet??
When will it be??
Nobody knows...but only Him above!
It's really miserable...but I'm still lucky having a concern mother who always lifts me up when I'm really, really down, gives me inspirational thoughts and advice, guides me in the path I'm walking through and lightens my day. I am thankful to God having a mother who's always there willing to help me, who really and truly loves me.
Am still LUCKY!!!
11:41 PM
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Thursday, March 24
This song stucked in my mind for a very long time now. I guess I'm liking it...yeah...I really like the song, that's why I keep on singing this song at the back of my head.LOVE MOVES (IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS)Who'd have thought. This is how the pieces fit?
You and I Shouldn't even try making sense of it
I forgot How we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons but I don't know what they are
So blame it on my heart, oh
Love moves in mysterious ways It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery How you ever came to me
Which only proves Love moves in mysterious ways
Heaven knows Love is just a chance we take
We make plans But then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close And never let me go
'Cause even though we think we know which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes, no
Love moves in mysterious ways It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery How you ever came to me
Which only proves Love moves in mysterious ways
Like the ticking of the clock two hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand the ways it's done
Love moves in mysterious ways It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery How you ever came to me
Which only proves Love moves in mysterious ways
Love moves in mysterious ways
This is me... *ngarag* but still smiling...
3:39 AM
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I am a frustrated shampoo commercial model as well, aside from those listed above in my heading, this one also include.
Look at my pic, papasa ba?
Hay goodness, di naman kasi natural hair ko yan eh, kakarelax lang ng hair ko kaya maganda! haha!
2:12 AM
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Thursday, March 10
Yesterday, while I was being interviewed, it was nerve-wracking cos I never experienced a panel interview before. At first actually I thought only one person will gonna interview me when all of a sudden, 2 persons came in and my interviewer introduce me to them that they will also be conducting the interview. So there it goes, each of them ask me few questions...everyone was serious...until...one of them asked me..."Why do you think the shape of the manhole is circle?" "Although it's not really related..but can you give your opinion?" What the ****!!! I wasn't really expecting that kind of question!!!
6:47 PM
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Sobrang nakakapagod talaga maghanap ng work. Ngayon ko lang naexperience yung ganito, para akong "nagco-company-hopping"! Grabe all sweat pa kasi ang taas ng sikat ng araw then pagpasok mo naman sa office nila kulang nalang magfreeze ka sa ginaw habang nangangatog ang mga kalamnan mo. Nalilimutan ko kasi laging magdala ng jacket or sweater man lang panlaban sa lamig kasi mainit pag umaalis ako dito, di ko naisip na malamig nga pala sa pupuntahan ko.
Well sa ngayon medyo nag-improve naman yung application status ko with some companies. Although yung mga pinuntahan ko before na company na enindorse ako ng jobsdb eh lahat palpak, okay lang kasi may nakita ako ngayon na mas magandang opportunity. As of today I'm waiting for the result of my applications with 3 companies. And I will know if I will pass by tomorrow.
Eto ang masaya, talagang WOW! Kasi yesterday when I took the exam for CSR, after 5 sets of exams they will eliminate those who failed. Biruin mo, out of almost 15 siguro kami, 3 lang ang pumasa, tapos kasama pako dun and yung friend ko! Ang saya-saya talaga!!! Then after that, we took another 3 sets of exams before the final interview. What's sad about it, is that we have to wait until tomorrow if we are included in those applicants who passed, cos they'll gonna evaluate other applicants until today. At least may pag-asa pa!
Following that, we went straight to another company for another exams and interview then tulad nung first company, bukas pa yung result.
Kanina galing na naman ako sa Makati for interview, at syempre tulad ng mga nauna tomorrow din yung result, oh diba, pareho-pareho sila!!
Sana naman maski isa sa kanila eh tawagan ako! Haaayyy... Kakapagod talaga!
5:35 PM
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Monday, March 7
Found this site out...FOX.com! Try to visit it if you love watching Simple Life or simply an avid fan of Paris Hilton or Nicole Richie. Well, this site merely got me curious but I'm not totally their fan, just like to follow what's new bout Paris cos she's been Nick's ex. And aside from that, she's very controversial.At Paris Hilton's Appearance and Book Signing of "Confessions of a Heiress" at Brentano's in the Westfield Shoppingtown, Century City, CA. 09-07-04
12:32 AM
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Friday, March 4
Grabe feeling ko magkakasakit ako ngayon ah!!! Ang sakit ng ulo ko tapos..... **haachooooo** (sorry!) tumutulo pa sipon ko. Feeling ko lalagnatin ako ah! Nabinat ata ako, pinaglaba kasi ako kanina eh. Bakit kaya biglang naisipan ng Mama kong paglabahin ako??? Ginising pa ko para lang sabihing "maglaba ka!!!", ayan di na natuloy yung lakad namin ni Cindy. Nasobrahan ata kasipagan ko eh, hanggang sa pagsambay tinuloy-tuloy ko na....kaya eto, iba na pakiramdam ko. Hmm...makatulog na nga, 4 hours palang tulog ko eh.
4:59 PM
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Oprah Winfrey—$50 million to the Oprah Winfrey Foundation and the Oprah Winfrey Operating Foundation. Winfrey, 51, chairman of Harpo Inc., a production company, and host of The Oprah Winfrey Show, gave $45 million to the Oprah Winfrey Foundation, in Chicago. Winfrey's foundation supports educational programs for women and children in the United States and abroad. She also gave $5 million to the Oprah Winfrey Operating Foundation, in Chicago, which supports a leadership academy for girls in South Africa that is scheduled to open in 2007.
Bait-bait talaga nya. Sana naging kamag-anak ko nalang to eh. Naalala ko tuloy yung nagshow sya nung Christmas, hala... namigay ng cellphones, foods, dress, etc. sa bawat isa sa mga audience nya. Tapos namigay din sya tig-iisang kotse sa kanila, sayang nga eh wala ako dun nung time na yun, para may kotse na sana ko, pero ok na rin yun, kasi proproblemahin ko pa pag-uwi nun dito sa Pinas. Hehe!!
3:37 AM
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